I understand about the triggers, especially after reading about some of your experiences. I do find great beauty there, and have now visited India eleven times, and even bring groups of my yoga students there. I love to venture to some of the “off-the-beaten-path” places, because, to me, it is glimpse into a world that is so different than the one I grew up in. India is not an easy place to travel. It is land of contrasts — cow dung on the street right next to the flower stall — but I find it to be very “alive” and vibrant.