Hoya Carnosa bloom. Photo ©Erika Burkhalter.

The Upside-Down Flower

Learning to see with our “wholeness of being”

Erika Burkhalter
4 min readJul 28, 2020

I first saw it tucked under the weathered-grey planks of an old potting bench in one of the little family-owned nurseries which I frequent. Its waxy rounded leaves did not seem to fit in with the other succulents it was surrounded by — which is precisely why I bought it.

I love growing succulents. Their blooms, arching into lipstick-orange fireworks or candied pink buds, always delight me with their showiness. The plants, beautiful in-and-of themselves, really outdo themselves though when it is time to flower. I’ve often wondered how the goddess could even imagine such intricate beauty. It seems like no two blossom stalks, let alone the individual flowers, are ever the same.

So, when I bought the humble hoya carnosa, I imagined it might produce some sort of blossom, but it was hard to say what it would look like, since the plant really didn’t look like a succulent at all.

I potted the hoya carnosa up and placed it outside the door to my back porch and admired it for a few years, not for its elaborate flowers (it didn’t seem to flower at all), but for its steadfastness. It was, honestly, not a very flashy plant. It was a surviver, but never looked as if it was flourishing.

Not Flashy. Photo ©Erika Burkhalter.

So, this summer, when I noticed an odd upside-down flower erupting from the underside of the plant, it was with a certain amount of incredulity. I turned the orchid-like stalk, from which it hung, upright and marveled at the nectar-dripping, waxy pink flower cluster reaching down from the underside of the plant towards the earth.

Reaching for the Earth. Photo ©Erika Burkhalter.

As far as I know, my hoya carnosa had never flowered before. Or, if it had, I had utterly missed this display for years.

The flower’s emergence was startling. But the most moving things in life often derive from the most ordinary sources. And this cluster of cotton-candy and lollipop pink buds, laden with the stickiness of…



Erika Burkhalter

Photographer, yogi, cat-mom, lover of travel and nature, spreading amazement for Mother Earth, one photo, poem or story at a time. (MA Yoga, MS Neuropsychology)